Saturday, September 12, 2009

Vol. 3: Happy Coptic New Year

A Unique Way to Observe 9/11

Friday, September 11 was a special day for many reasons: for the United States it was a solemn day of reflection on the events of 2001. But for a small group of Egyptian-Americans and Egyptian immigrants, it had another special meaning: it was (as it is every year) the feast of Nayrouz, marking the beginning of the Coptic Orthodox New Year.

Even before I started studying the language of the ancient Egyptian hieroglyphs, I had always been intrigued by the fact that Coptic, the liturgical language of the Coptic Orthodox Church, is the latest form of ancient Egyptian. Although it supposedly died out as a spoken language in the 17th century, its use in the liturgy has continued to the present day. In an effort to bring a little life and context to my hieroglyphic studies at Trinity, this past September 11 I decided to attend a special New Year's mass at St. Mark Coptic Orthodox Church in Burr Ridge, Illinois, (southwest Chicago, about 45 minutes' drive from campus). There I hoped to catch a few faint echoes of the voices of the pharaohs.

Incense and Sensibility

When I entered the sanctuary at about 8:00 a.m. that Friday, I could see 20 or so worshipers through the thick clouds of heady incense (my lungs paid for inhaling all this smoke later, but the atmosphere was worth it.) The men were seated on the left side of the aisle, and the women on the right. Across the whole front of the church was a huge wooden panel covered with elaborate icons: Jesus, Mary and the Apostles were painted in bright colors and gold in a medievalizing style. The altar was in an alcove cut out of the center of this panel, and light from the windows above played through the incense, illuminating the altar in an unearthly way. I have always thought the mass was theatrical, but this is the first altar I have seen that actually suggested a proscenium stage: the priests moved in and out of the little holy alcove like actors in a play, their every movement "blocked." As I listened to their hypnotic chanting and watched them slowy dance through the smoke in their robes, gold chains, tall hats and full beards, my mind immediately ran to a picture of Aaron, fully decked out and ready to go into the Qadosh-haq-Qedoshim on the Day of Atonement. "The priestly mantle is resting right here, in northern Illinois!" I thought to myself.

My Personal Coptic Guide

I sat down in the back, and a little old man a few rows ahead of me turned around to see who it was. At first I assumed he was worshiping alone, but later I realized that his wife was seated across the aisle with the other women! After a few minutes, he turned around again, and motioned for me to sit next to him. "Shukran, shukran," I said as I joined him. "Thank you, thank you." He took it on himself to explain everything he could about the service to me, beginning by helping me negotiate the four different books required to follow the proceedings: a lectionary, two prayer books, and a Bible. He talked freely during the service in his regular voice and no one seemed to mind.

My new friend (I later learned his name was Muneer) taught me many interesting things about the ritual elements: the communion bread, for example, is referred to as "The Lamb." During a part of the Eucharist, The bread is covered up by a large silk cloth, and this reminded me immediately of the end of the Seder meal, in which a small piece of matzah (called the "afikomen") is hidden for a while in a pouch called the "tash." Interpreted through Christian theology, the afikomen represents Christ, the hiding in the tash represents his death, and the removal from the tash his resurrection. The connection seemed very striking to me, given that the Last Supper has always been supposed to be a Passover Seder meal.

Apparently styling himself as an arbiter of liturgical correctness, Muneer would often explain what he felt the priest was doing wrong. "I know how it's supposed to go better than some of them!" he chuckled to me. For instance, when the priest called everyone forward to receive a blessing called Korban (in the form of a small piece of bread to be shared in fellowship. I don't know how this connects to Mark ch. 7.), he said to me "This blessing is supposed to be given outside the church. You'll excuse me, but I won't receive it inside. It's not the way it's done." And with that, he got up and left the sanctuary, and presumably received some sort of less tangible blessing out on the sidewalk!

Our Father(s)

During one of his multiple trips spreading incense around the entire sanctuary, the main priest took a break between censer swings to stop and shake my hand. "I am Father Sam," he said, smiling. "We are so glad you have come." The blending of the informal and the liturgical in this interchange made me smile. I did indeed feel welcome. He and the assistant priest, Father Paulos (pronounced Pav-los) were referred to by the parishioners as "Abu-na Sam" and "Abu-na Paulos": "our father Sam," "our father Paulos." "There are two of them," explained Muneer, "because Christ sent out his Apostles in pairs. So every proper Coptic church has two priests."

Enchanting Music, Linguistic Whiplash

Almost the entire service was chanted beautifully, in an ornate Eastern style. Even the readings from the Old Testament, Epistles, Acts, and Gospels were chanted. There were no instruments except for some very interesting percussion during communion: bells and little cymbals kept a steady beat through the entire Eucharist.

The liturgy careened rapidly in and out of four languages: Coptic, Greek, Arabic, and English. This was done with no warning, giving me a sort of linguistic whiplash after a while. But the congregation seemingly had no trouble chanting the right response at the right time in the right language: surely the result of hundreds and hundreds of practice runs! Most of the recitation was conducted at a breakneck pace, so quickly that I am not sure even a regular could understand some portions. This probably significantly decreases the length of the service, which runs from three to three and a half hours as it is; but it made it difficult for me to follow especially the Coptic sections, which I was particularly interested in analyzing. I did eventually catch on to a couple of frequent words: Tchois, "Lord." Nouti, "God." As I have learned in class, nouti is derived from ancient Egyptian netcher.

So, why have a service in four languages? Here's the story, as I see it: when, as tradition holds, St. Mark the Evangelist brought the Gospel to the Egyptians, they were still speaking Egyptian and Greek, so a bilingual service was a practical necessity. When Egypt fell to the Arabs in the A.D. 600s and Arabic was introduced, Coptic and Greek proficiency began a process of decline. Arabic eventually had to be introduced into the liturgy to improve the churchgoers' comprehension, since it came to be the only mother-tongue. Thus Coptic and Greek became enshrined in the mass as special, cultic languages, much like Latin in the Roman Catholic Church. With Coptic communities established in other countries like the US, the older linguistic situation has been replicated: some older members only know Arabic, while a great many who know both Arabic and English; and some of the younger generation only know English. Incorporating English into the service has therefore become a new practical necessity. If the American Coptic communities assimilate fully to English, perhaps Arabic will come to be enshrined as a third cultic register in the liturgy--indeed, it may already appear so to some of the younger children. There you have an account of the linguistic soup I observed during my visit!

The Eucharist

The men are served communion first, and everyone (male or female) who goes up to the altar must remove their shoes. Each person receives a little white handkerchief to wipe their mouth with as soon as they swallow the bread and wine--apparently so none of Christ's body will fall on the floor? That the Coptic church teaches the doctrine of transubstantiation--the belief that the bread and wine are miraculously changed during the Eucharist into the literal body and blood of Christ--was evident from the language of the liturgy. Many of the women, especially the older ones, wore headscarves during the whole service. But the ones who came bareheaded had to put on a scarf provided by the priest before approaching the altar to take communion.

After everyone had received communion, the priests consumed all the remaining bread and wine. Muneer explained: "1000 years ago, they used to leave the leftovers in the church so they could administer communion to any sick people or shut-ins who needed it. But the Muslims kept breaking in and stealing the elements, so they stopped leaving them inside the church." I was skeptical of this account, since I am pretty sure Catholic and Episcopal priests do the same thing, and I am pretty sure the practice is not connected to theft by Muslims.

After communion, Abu-na Sam sprinkled the whole congregation with holy water. I was facing the middle aisle during the sprinkling, so I could see the women's faces. They looked so happy and grateful after the water hit them, and everyone, men and women, rubbed the water into their face and hair, so as not to lose any. Then the priests brought out a big basket full of bread, round loaves about ten inches in diameter and one inch thick. They summoned the whole congregation forward again, this time to get the "Korban" blessing--the one that Muneer refused to receive indoors. I was afraid to go down at first. I said to someone, "Are you sure I can go? I wasn't baptized Coptic." A pretty young woman smiled at me from across the aisle and said "It's all right. You are welcome to go." So I received my chunk of bread, which I was actually very grateful for, since my frosted wheat had worn off an hour ago. When we all had our blessing, we stood around eating it together and chatting at the front of the church. It was a special time, and I was glad to have the chance to meet a few people.

My Big Fat Coptic Wedding

The first man I met was named Mina, and we exchanged a few pleasantries over our Korban bread. "What's your name?" I asked a second man. "Mina," he answered. "Oh," I said, at somewhat of a loss. For a split second I thought maybe mina was a special greeting word whose significance I had failed to grasp. "Yes, we are both named Mina!" said the second man after a beat, noticing my confusion. The three of us smiled and laughed. I immediately thought of the scene in the movie My Big Fat Greek Wedding where the groom's w.a.s.p. parents meet the family, and there are about 10 guys named "Nick" or "Nicky." Later I learned that Mina was a famous Coptic saint, and thousands of Coptic boys are his namesakes.

We discussed the Coptic language for a few minutes, and one of the two Minas (would that be the Mina-aan, in Arabic? -aan is the dual ending) told me two families in Cairo are still fluent in Coptic. This struck me as the equivalent of the recurring report that flawless Elizabethan English is still being spoken in the Appalachians--i.e. something that can easily be cleared up by visiting Snopes.com. But I found out that a 19th-century revival movement did renew interest in the language, and reportedly there are those who use this "Neo-Coptic" in their daily lives. Thus it would have the same relation to classical Coptic as Modern Hebrew bears to Classical Hebrew: revived after several centuries of disuse, hence only artificially connected to the original.

Muneer, the Guardian of Coptic Tradition and Heritage

As we filed out of the sanctuary, I noticed everyone else kissing the picture of the current Coptic patriarch, Pope Shenoudah. Muneer rejoined me in the foyer, and I talked with him a little more about my interest in Coptic. "I have written a book about Coptic," he told me. "In fact, I have written fifteen books." I was really impressed. "Are you a professor?" I asked. "No, I'm not a professor," he replied. "I'm a layman, like you. I am doing this to preserve our heritage. The language is our heritage. Come, I will give you a book." I followed Muneer to his car, where he rummaged in the trunk through an impressive stack of books. "Here," he said as he held out a paperback volume. "This has every word in the liturgy defined, and shows you what forms they are." I thumbed through it, and excitedly discovered that the handbook contained a guide to the Coptic alphabet and a grammar overview. I thanked him repeatedly. "I would like to give you the Gospel of Matthew too," he went on. "But I think that is enough for you. That is plenty for now!" I had to agree with him. This would be more than enough to chew on for the time being. Speaking of chewing, Muneer's smiling wife got out of the car and gave me some dried dates. Again, I was greatful since breakfast was ancient history. I took some pictures of the building (see above) and drove off, grateful for the richness that had surrounded me all morning.

Back for Another Round

My friend and fellow archaeology major Shawn and I decided to make the trek back to Burr Ridge the following Sunday. I had enthusiastically described the service to him, and he wanted to see it for himself. The Friday morning service, being a special feast day observance, had only lasted for two hours. But this one was a regular mass, and went on for the full three and a half. Abu-na Sam gave the homily, which contrasted John the Baptist with Herod, the king he dared to confront.

The service was not only longer, it was much better attended. I observed that there were many more women present than men, and that overall the women seemed to be more engaged in the service than the men. On the men's side, there was widespread confusion (or disagreement? or possibly apathy) over when to stand up, when to sit down, and when to bow low. The women made all the same gestures in concert. Some of the more "progressive" families sat together (men, women and children) on the men's side of the congregation, but no men dared to sit on the women's side.

This time during the Eucharist (which took almost an hour) there developed a regular party atmosphere in the congregation. There was much loud talking, laughing and socializing, so much so that one of the deacons twice had to pound on the microphone to restore order, hissing a stern "Please!" But the decibel level gradually climbed back up both times. People were just not going to sit through all that and not talk to each other! I could tell that these people really enjoyed being with each other. There was congregational singing on this occasion, and we sang four or five long hymns that told the story of the founding and persecution of the Coptic church. This proved to be a great history lesson for us non-Copts!


My Big Fat Coptic Premarital Class

After all was done, Abu-na Paulos gave the announcements. It seems that the six-week premarital course had kicked off the previous Saturday, but only two couples had attended. Abu-na Paulos was unequivocally firm: "I know zere are at least six or seven more engaged couples who need to attend. I assure you, if you do not go srough zis course, you will not get married in zis church!" After the announcements, Abu-na Sam repeated his homily in Arabic, apparently for the monoglots among the worshipers, who were mostly the older crowd.

Shawn and I ducked out at this point, and were invited downstairs to the parish hall where everyone was fellowshipping over coffee. We met several really nice people, including 'Imad, who was originally from Kuwait. He helped us pronounced the enigmatic letter 'ain, which is actually the first sound in his name. Hebrew has it too, and one of my text books described it as "resembling the bleating of a lamb." Essentially, it defies description, although linguistically it is a "voiced pharyngeal fricative." That's linguist talk for "this sound does not exist in English, and you'd better have a towel handy while you practice it!" (In my Army language school days, I used to walk around Monterey trying to pronounce 'ain, gurgling in the back of my throat like Gollum from The Lord of the Rings! I guess that explains all the funny looks I got from passersby!) Our new friend 'Imad told us about leaving Kuwait due to the persecution of Christians there. Not interested in being a martyr, he had left the country, then met his wife through the Coptic community in the US. The two had then raised a family together. "When you marry into the Coptic church," he told us, "it's like you marry the whole community. You are instantly connected to everyone. It is a very close-knit community." That was evident from the warmth and affection that was being displayed all around us, and which was unhesitatingly extended to us as well. Although we couldn't have looked less like we belonged in that group, I felt totally at ease with them. It was fun being "Coptic for a day," and I look forward to further involvement with this very special group!

Professional Development News

Couple of exciting things to share. I just joined two professional organizations that are important for biblical studies and Near Eastern archaeology: the Society of Biblical Literature and the American Schools of Oriental Research. So I'll actually be getting some journals in the mail, and hopefully get a feel for what's going on in the field today.

I turned in my first paper at TEDS this week. It is a review of a book on archaeology. I am pretty happy with it, and I am very grateful to have chosen a book that I had such strong reactions to. I disagreed with the author on many points, most of them philosophical. And controversy makes for good writing, I think. I definitely had fun pointing up what I perceived as the weak points in his arguments. I sicced C.S. Lewis, G.K. Chesterton, and Ravi Zacharias on him! If interested, you can read my work here.

Also, I am very excited to announce that in March 2010, my collaborater Gemma Cooper-Novack and I will be presenting selections from our musical adaptation of Jane Austen's Sense and Sensibility at a meeting in New York City. I don't want to give too many more details until this organization has had a chance to finalize and publish its agenda for that meeting, but I can say that professional actors will be involved, and we are hoping to invite everyone we can think of in the NYC area (whether we know them or not!) Since I'm going to be the piano accompanist, this means I will be doing some serious keyboard practice. I will need to be able to pull off five or six of the songs confidently. (Just 'cause I wrote it doesn't mean I can play it! Luckily, as the composer I have the right to make mistakes--I mean, last minute changes--on the spot!) It is very gratifying and exciting to have someone interested in our work, and we are hopeful that this opportunity will result in some productive contacts and good exposure. I would invite everyone to listen to my homespun yet evocative demos here. (Better website in the works, to be unveiled soon!)

Oh, bother. I had promised to publish the "Top 10 Reasons why Indiana Jones is a Terrible Archaeologist" in this issue. With apologies for the suspense, I will have to postpone that feature until next time. It's time for bed!

In His Grip,
Josh

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Vol. 2: Getting Settled in Deerfield

It's the end of my second full week at TEDS, and "time is out of joint." I still feel as though I had just arrived, but I also have the impression of having been here for a very long time.

Here's a Top Ten List for the last two weeks:

10. Being on a small campus is great! I can walk anywhere in 5-10 minutes. How much better than the University of Chicago, where I was literally a mile away from everything!

9. University life is much more fun with a car! It's so nice to be able to go study at a coffee shop for a change of scenery (and good coffee). Also, it's nice to be able to take people places.

8. The opening convocation. All the faculty members processed in wearing their doctoral robes. The many designs and colors made for quite a pageant. It felt like the first day at Hogwarts!

7. The Ravinia Festival. I and two of my new friends got to be among the 5,000 (or so) people to attend a Rodgers and Hammerstein tribute with full orchestra and two wonderful young Broadway singers: Kelly O'Hara (of Light in the Piazza fame) and Jason Danieley (Candide, Floyd Collins). We also went to "little India," centered on Devon Street, for a terrific and very spicy Indian meal at Hema's Kitchen. I was jonesing for some Indian food, and Hema did not disappoint. I had the Lamb Rogan Josh (a little bizarre to order and eat food named after me, but I got into it), and happily the word "spicy" on the menu was not false advertising. I commend them for not being afraid to serve truly spicy food to Westerners. And the naan... this was the best naan I've ever had. Thick and fluffy and hot and dripping with ghee... oooh! I'm ready to hop in the car right now and go back there.

6. Sunday school. Dr. Dana Harris of the New Testament Department here at TEDS taught my Sunday School class last week! It was on Matthew chapter 1, and it was the best teaching on the geneaology of Christ that I have ever heard. I am excited that I get to be in her New Testament survey course next semester. I am still going to the Church of the Redeemer for the moment. I have been there three times, and I am starting to get to know people. I am a creature of habit, so this is probably where I will stay. I don't want to take too long "shopping" for a church. However, I do plan to take at least one Sunday and attend St. Mark Coptic Orthodox Church in Burr Ridge. There is a tie-in to my Egyptian hieroglyph studies: Coptic, used as a liturgical language, is the latest developmental stage of ancient Egyptian. I also learned Coptic tradition holds that St. Mark the Evangelist founded the church in Egypt. There is an illumination of his martyrdom (by being dragged through the streets of Alexandria by a rope around his neck) in the Très Riches Heures du Duc de Berry.

5. Hebrew language: I'm having a blast. Everything I knew before I came is being reinforced and deepened. I'm learning things in much greater detail, and more systematically. I really appreciate the various tools and helps that have been put at our disposal. (Speaking of language tools--TEDS students, take note--check out my own original Hebrew Alphabet Song right here on Josh's Dig, in MP3 and PDF formats.) I am getting very interested in comparative Semitic linguistics (I'm even thinking PhD here), and I am interested in the reconstructed pronunciation of Biblical Hebrew. I want to write a paper (in my spare time!) on what the transliterations of proper names in the Septuagint and the Vulgate can tell us about contemporary Hebrew sound systems.

4. Egyptian hieroglyphs: I'm not yet into the longer translations of authentic texts that we'll be doing later in the semester. But it's so cool to look at pictures of monuments and reliefs and be able to recognize a few signs, even though I can't really put them all together yet. I got my English-Ancient Egyptian dictionary in the mail today, so I'll be starting work on my translation of The Lord of the Rings into hieroglyphs. (Totally kidding. But that would be more productive than Klingon, at least.) Oh, and a brilliant guy in our class has written flashcard software for us, so I actually have software to learn Egyptian. The 21st century is awesome! I'm thinking if archaeology doesn't work out, I could always get a job at a kiosk in the mall writing people's names in hieroglyphs on little papyrus bookmarks. :) You know, I think I know what I'm doing for Christmas presents now. Act surprised in December, everyone!

3. Archaeology: I don't know where the time goes when I'm in that class. It really motivates me, and that's good, because it's going to be my biggest challenge by far this semester. I am getting back into the habit of digesting academic language, which I haven't had to deal with for years. Is it just me, or does scholarly writing sometimes seem intended to conceal and confuse rather than to explain and clarify? I'm working on a book review for later this month, and then the major deal is a research paper due in December. In our program we really don't have a thesis (instead we go on an excavation and write it up) so the goal with this paper is to produce a sizable chunk of academic writing that can be used in applying to doctoral programs. In my first semester. Hooray! (And help me, Jesus!)

2. Digging this summer? Some people are already talking about digging in the Middle East this summer, so I am looking at different potential sites and sources of funding. I am interested in Ashkelon, where a couple of Trinity students dug this past summer, and Megiddo. Please pray for wisdom in selecting the right excavation, and that the financial side of things will work out. I also would like to take some summer classes to save time during the regular academic year, so please pray for me as I plan and organize for the May to August season of 2010.

1. Can Archaeology Prove the Bible?


This is a question I am studying in some depth now, and I would like to share a few thoughts (really summaries of what I've been learning.) The answer to the above question is yes, within certain limits and with certain qualifications. Archaeology (and complementary fields like epigraphy, textual criticism, etc.) cannot prove, for example, that Jesus rose from the dead on 15 Nisan, A.D. 29. Believing in the Resurrection still requires a leap of faith. But archaeology can help refute the argument advanced by revisionist historians that no one believed Jesus rose from the dead until centuries later (after his life had supposedly become mythologized.) Evidence from papyri confirms that the Gospel of John was circulating in Egypt by the year A.D. 130, within 40 years of the traditional date of its composition, and 100 years after Christ's death. (See Bruce, F.F. The New Testament Documents: Are They Reliable? Grand Rapids, MI, Eerdmans, 1981 and Downers Grove, IL, InterVarsity Press, 1981. p. 12.) I would posit that 100 years is not enough time for a resurrection myth to develop and become widely believed. The Indian chief Geronimo died in 1909, and who could imagine someone in 2009 claiming that Geronimo had risen from the dead, and being taken seriously? It would be too easy to refute. For anyone who sees the late dates of the Gospels as an obstacle to believing in the Resurrection and Christ's other miracles, then archaeology, epigraphy, and textual criticism can remove that obstacle by confirming an early date. Such a person may still have other obstacles to faith (intellectual, philosophical, etc.) but the supposed late date of the Gospels will no longer be among them.

In a similar vein, archaeology cannot prove that thousands of Israelites walked through the Red Sea (or Reed Sea) on dry land flanked by walls of water. That, too, still requires a leap of faith. But it can confirm that the Pentateuch contains many rich details that accurately reflect the archaeological record of Egypt, Sinai and the Levant in the 2nd-millenium B.C. , when the five books of the Torah were always supposed to have been written, until modern text critics got their hands on them (See Hoffmeier, James K., Israel in Egypt, New York, 1996: Oxford University Press and Hoffmeier, James K., Ancient Israel in Sinai, New York, 2005: Oxford University Press). For anyone whose faith is impeded by the ever later dates proposed for the Old Testament (and the implication that the OT can't be trusted for anything historical, let alone matters of belief), archaeology can restore confidence in the early provenance of the Pentateuch.

Prayer and Praise:

I am so grateful to God for bringing me here and making all the practical things work out for this to be possible. I am grateful for the vision he has given me of a life of doing scholarship for God's kingdom. I am grateful for having the time to devote to the things I love, for many new wonderful friends and colleagues, for the amazing men and women who will be teaching me for the next three (or four!) years, and for a place that encourages me to nurture my spiritual side, not just my brain.

Please pray for my ongoing emotional, spiritual, mental, and physical well-being as I continue to adjust to new surroundings and a new routine. Please pray that my GI Bill money will come in by September 30 so I can avoid paying a late fee on my tuition. Please pray for my summer plans, and potentially my first trip to Israel. Thank you, everyone, for your prayers and the many notes of encouragement I have received! They mean a lot to me, especially as I am getting my bearings in a new place.

In other news, I got a new refrigerator. (Thank you, Walmart, for being so flexible in taking back the defective one.)

Stay tuned for Volume 3 of Josh's Dig, in which I promise to include the "Top 10 Reasons Why Indiana Jones is a Terrible Archaeologist."

In His Grip,
Josh

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Hebrew Alphabet Song

I wrote this little song back in Memphis to help me and my friends Ben and Cindy learn the Hebrew alphabet. Each week we ambitiously gathered to tackle Page Kelley's grammar over strong coffee. When we hit the verbal stems, our focus began to shift more onto the coffee and enjoying each other's company. But we always had fun singing this ditty, and I still think of it when I am looking up a Hebrew word in a lexicon. Please feel free to share this post with anyone who is learning Hebrew or might appreciate it.

Click here for the MP3 file.
Click here for the PDF file if you want to follow along with the music.

In His Grip,
Josh

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Vol. 1: Getting in Touch with my Inner Jones

I officially love it here! I am underslept, overwhelmed with information, and I still have some unpacking to do (see left), but I love it here.










Thank goodness my suitemates have allowed me to put two of my bookshelves in the common room, because there certainly isn't any more room in my bedroom! The Leningrad Codex facsimile is also on display in the common room, on my music stand for the moment, and has occasioned much oohing and aahing. Someone remarked that the heavier your Bible, the better you can hit someone over the head with it. This one would be perfect for such an application, since it must weigh 30 pounts.



I can't even enumerate the ways in which God is confirming to me that I'm supposed to be here. From the way the finances are falling into place, to meeting just the right people at the right times, to the profound sense of well-being that I have, even in the face of lots of stress... well, it's quite clear to me that I made the right choice.


I have had so many stimulating conversations since Thursday, I hardly know what to do. The guy accross the hall spent last year learning Akkadian. The other three incoming archaeology students--yes, there are only four of us, and we definitely need a name, so I'm taking suggestions. I think The Fab Four is already taken--but the four of us are of incredibly diverse backgrounds. One was a high school math teacher, another has a BA in Hebrew Exegesis, and another taught horseback riding, among other things. But we all have a love of Scripture and a passion for dusting off hidden things and bringing them to light.


I did better than I expected on my Old Testament comprehensive exam, and it appears that I passed it, although I haven't got the final confirmation yet. The New Testament was much harder, because it was mostly essay, and so I am sure I will have to go ahead and take the New Testament survey course next semester. But I am incredibly excited to be in Dr. Hoffmeier's intro to archaeology course this semester, and hopefully (after I beg him tomorrow) his Middle Egyptian class (that would be hieroglyphs and the whole nine yeards!)


The student body is incredibly diverse, with Asia and Africa well represented. I had a long, wonderful conversation with a student from Nigeria today. For church I visited an Anglican congregation, the Church of the Redeemer in Highland Park. I have always loved the Anglican liturgy, and with everything else in more or less chaos around me, I needed some good strong liturgy today. I spent most of the service choking back tears, which is how I usually react when I feel God's presence. He has really met me here.

I'm going to be doing some freelance writing and editing for the ministry back in Memphis, and I hope this this arrangement won't take too much time away from my studies. It seems like a pretty good fit, with flexible hours and good money, in addition to a positive way to stay connected to a very important part of my life. They set me up with a remote network, so I can log into the office and do my work just as if I was sitting there at a computer in Memphis. Today I finished and turned in my first remotely composed newsletter, but I am having trouble logging into the network. I think the university firewall may be keeping me out, so it looks like I will be going to a coffee shop when I need to log in! Ah, IT problems. They are what life seems to be made of nowadays. Hopefully everything will get sorted out tomorrow.


I have turned into a compulsive listmaker since I applied to Trinity, and while it has helped keep me organized, I fear it has turned into an addiction. Where do I go for the Listmakers Anonymous support group? "My name is Josh, and I... I... make lists." "Hi, Josh." There are still many practical details to be taken care of before I start classes on Wednesday (such as figuring out what classes I am starting on Wednesday!) so please pray that God will just put me in the classes I am supposed to be in, help me get enough rest, help me organize my time efficiently, help me approach this whole experience with the discipline of a soldier and the wonder of a little boy in a candy store (which is what I feel like. Although for me when I was a little boy, it was a bookstore, not a candy store). Another prayer I pray often is, "Lord, please make a path for me through these mountains of information. I know I can't know everything, so please help me to learn what I need to learn and what you want me to know."


I noticed that some of the public notices here have a sort of Mosaic flavor to them:


This certainly deterred me from helping myself to a pencil. Who would risk a bolt from Sinai for a mere writing implement? :)








Here is a self-revealing narrative: when I was about five to eight years old, all I cared for was "The Wizard of Oz" and everything connected with it. The Judy Garland movie, the L. Frank Baum book, tornadoes and severe weather... I told my school friends that I was going to produce and direct my own re-make of the movie, and I promised them starring roles, spending hours on the swingset arranging and rearranging the music in my head. A friend's stuffy mother told me I wasn't going to do anything of the sort (I think she thought "The Wizard of Oz" was some sort of sin, probably demonic) but I knew she was wrong. I enrolled in the official Wizard of Oz fanclub, and diligently compared the map of Oz I received in the mail with Dorothy and her friends' progress in the book. I also became intensely interested in tornadoes, reading every book in the public library on the subject, and my excitement was uncontainable whenever the sky got the least bit dark. I saw a funnel in every whisp of cloud in the sky.


When I was ten, "Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade" came out, and it was the first "grown up movie" that I saw in a theater. My dad took me with my two uncles, and I was so excited. I felt like one of the guys, especially since we went to the late show. Two mesmerizing hours later, I told my dad, "That's the best movie I've ever seen." He said, "Better than 'The Wizard of Oz?'" And I said emphatically, "Yes."


From then on "The Wizard of Oz" was all but history. I decided I wanted to be an archaeologist. I would put on the fedora my parents bought me, grab my whip and shovel, and spend hours tramping through the woods with our Irish setter mix (somewhat unoriginally named Big Red) digging here and there, although I never found anything but rocks. Mom and dad bought me a subscription to Archaeology and Biblical Archaeology Review, which I devoured during Sunday afternoon nap time. Eventually I saw the other two Indiana Jones movies, and I was captivated by the search for the Ark of the Covenant in "Raiders of the Lost Ark." What grabbed me was that the plot was based in something I could recognize from the Bible. When Indy explains in the first scene (when he also mispronounces Mt. Horeb as Mt. Herob. Oops!) how king Shishak of Egypt invaded Jerusalem and plundered the temple, well, there the story is in 1 Kings 14 and 2 Chronicles 12. I decided then and there I was going to find the Ark for myself, and I was going to be rich and famous (of course, not understanding how international antiquities laws work, and how there aren't very many rich and famous archaeologists. But that was immaterial to me.) I wrote a longish short story (with a lavish cover illustration) about a nice Christian girl who becomes embroiled in the breathless adventures that always attend archaeologists, while visiting a dig in Egypt. She and her archaeologist youth pastor (if I remember correctly) have to race to find the Ark ahead of Shishak the 32nd, who is of course directly descended from Shishak II of the OT, and has to have the Ark in order to reclaim the pharaonic throne. I forget how it ends. I think it winds up in that museum in Pennsylvania where Adam and Eve are riding on dinosaurs. (Just kidding!) I went to the library week after week with the goal of carrying on my Ark research (although I hadn't the slightest idea how to use a research library) and although I didn't find much, I did find a reference to the Ark in the apocryphal book of Esdras, which claims the Ark is hidden on Mt. Nebo. I decided that if Indiana Jones's dad had his Grail diary, I needed an Ark diary, and with deadly solemnity I inscribed the frontispiece of a blank book (the cover of which was adorned with colorful comic book words like "Blam!" and "Zowie!") with words to the affect that compiling a complete record of Ark's history, and one day discovering it, was my only goal in life. I developed my own theories about the Ark's whereabouts, of course. I decided based on scriptural evidence that it must have been taken by Nebuchadnezzar back to Babylon after the great siege of Jerusalem in 586 B.C. I convinced my best friend in fifth grade (and I think he really believed me) that we were going to go to Iraq, get the government to let us dig, and find the Ark in some secret chamber. (Of course this was some years before archaeology in Iraq became somewhat... problematic.) I took it all very seriously, but I was terribly self-conscious about it. When a friend of the family asked me in front of other people how my search for the Ark was coming, I was so embarrassed I left the room without saying anying. I felt the silliness of it, the idea that a child would accomplish something like that. But at the same time I knew that something in my heart was stirred by the quest. It is, as I look back on it, a very genuine sense of awe and wonder about hidden things, and about being the first person to look on something that no one else has seen for thousands of years. It was connected to the most intense excitement I had ever felt, it was connected to my concept of God, it was connected to my emergent desire to know that, like the Apostle Paul wrote, "we do not follow cunningly devised fables," but rather we follow a reasonable faith that is as intellectually defensible as any other system on earth, and far more defensible than most.


The childlike awe and wonder of bringing to light the hidden things of God was squashed and suppressed over the years as life intervened, as I began to take on the world for myself, and found that by running from the fear, guilt, anger, hurt, and confusion in my heart, I actually allowed them to take control of my life. Thanks to God's mercy he has helped me to face those things, and he has freed me up to be able to enjoy things in a whole new way. The numinous awe of contemplating the Ark is back in force, and I hope it will never be extinguished again. I am getting back in touch with my "inner Jones," and I am having a wonderful time!

In His Grip,
Josh
P.S. Please pray that Walmart will take back my stupid refrigerator, which worked for one day, and now doesn't.